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(Monday, November 21, 2005-)
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Im feeling drowsy, tired, wanting to be high (the jim beam didnt do shit).
But what i want. Is to be happy. I want to know what my heart desires so badly. I want to go crazy and be caught in a passionate embrace.
Just love, hug, hug somemore, and then forget.
My retainers are making me feel weird. Like strangling my teeth and making me feel that my bed is calling out to me. I should be sleeping now. But my dreams are endless, antagonizingly upsetting and realistic. Sometimes when i sleep i reckon im drowning in my thoughts.
I have no idea what i need now. but sleep does seem to be enticing me.
you got me hiding under my bed
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I'm usually happy to help you.
But im much too emotional
so I can get pissy and upset
basically moodswings are my thing
tho i'm doing my bit
and trying to save the universe
by stopping my bad behaviour
you dont have to understand me if you don't want to
I don't ask for that
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